Time has certainly marched on since I last scribed my thoughts to this virtual notepad... It's been a month. A month since me and Lil Dred split. It's been a month (give or take) since Lil Man was removed from my home. It's been a month since I relieved myself of the stresses that had begun to encompass my life and it has been a month that which I have chose to redefine ~Damnit! For better or for worse, I am Damnit...nothing more, nothing less.
So let's see what do I have to say to the few that read my lil spot on the web. Ummmmmmm I'm still black. My cunning wit has returned but my patience for many has waned. I've been keeping to myself lately and have been trying to become comfortable going out alone in an attempt to meet new people. As charismatic as I am, I tend to be a tad bit reserved when emerced in crowds. I've gone shopping lately in an attempt to change my style. The baggy cloths have been traded in for more form fitting cloths that compliments my new found slim figure. Even in my solitude, I feel sexy. Hmmmmmm...weird huh.
The crew...well ask any of them and they will tell you that I've been noticibly absent even when present. Granted my mind has been else where, wondering, searching for a spark w/in me. It's an enlightening experience, trust.
The single life...WHO THE FUCK created this shit! I forgot how it felt to be single. To be horny and not have anyone to get it in with...to hold; to talk to. It's weird and interesting at the same damn time. Regrets, naw. I don't do those. Conversely, this has been a month I tell ya. Normalcy is returning and I will soon be back to my usual ~Damnit form. Until then I leave you all with this...( ). Whatever you can fit in those brackets, that's what I'm leaving you with. If you truly know me, you'll know what's in there. Cheers!
~Damnit!
11 comments:
welcome back n stay strong
Change will have an odd effect..good to see your handling it well.
i miss lil dred no shade. anywho, more importantly i miss you. two weeks? wsup with that? holla!
Change is good and needed sometime. Change and growth is a great thing! I'm just waiting to see the new dammitt, sounds sexy
A New Damnit? hopefully he is not like that drunken mess at the club I saw, lol.
Love u, I know u need time, so do ur thing!
Shawn, when is Damnit NOT drunk? LOL. But we love you regardless. Just don't keep us waiting too long. The phoenix eventually has to arise from his ashes sometime.
Yea, even Dammit shall rise again!
Glad to read your WOTD again! Its a morning wit that i need to prepare myself for the kids in the morning.
Thanx
Much Luv,
Fuzzy
umm sorry about the break up..well i don't know..maybe i shouldn't be sorry..maybe your happier this way...well in that case im happy lol...don't like the idea of being single...but you gotta leanr to live both by yourself and with someone and adjust accordingly...good luck
Special K
Welcome back.
Breakups happen in life. You'll be fine. Believe it or not, they actually serve us better in the long run. Insofar as we actually take something away from that and use it as a learning experience.
Heyyyya since I have been gone for awhile myself, i didn't even miss you! But welcome back and stay alive!
You will get through it, it's tough, but self reflection is a healer
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